I have started to write three different posts. I’m in such an awful mood that nothing is coming across right. I really just want to “go off” but don’t want to anger or offend anyone. I’m just so frustrated with many things right now.
I think part of the problem is we have stayed away from home the past four weekends. I’m just so burned out my coping skills are gone. At first I was sad that I couldn’t go with Matt to his competitions this weekend but now I’m excited. I’m looking forward to a quiet weekend at home.
Of course, it probably won’t be too quiet. I have a number of projects and things to do that I can’t get done during the week. Plus, with a baby, it’s never a completely relaxing, quiet time. 🙂
Meanwhile, everything is bugging me. I will tell you one thing. If you are someone who likes to do things yourself, keeps to yourself, and doesn’t like random advice/help, don’t have a child. I am learning to smile and nod on the outside but that doesn’t change the fact that I am completely annoyed on the inside. I am struggling with when to speak up and when to let things go. Maybe I will have this figured out a few more kids from now.Come party with me! Here are all the link parties I do each week.